It was 3 a.m.

We talked about our lives until the sun came up.

Browsed through my playlist last night,

came across this one that used to describe my feelings perfectly years ago.

Hey Dad,

look at me,

think back and talk to me.

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time,

doing things I wanna do?

'Cause it hurts when you disapprove all along.

And now I try hard to make it,

I just wanna make you proud.

I'm never gonna be good enough for you.

I can't pretend that I'm alright.

And you can't change me.

'Cause we lost it all,

nothing lasts forever.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Now it's just too late,

and we can't go back.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside,

did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me,

now seem so far away.

And it feels like you don't care anymore.

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said,

nothing's gonna make this right again.

Please don't turn your back,

I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you,

'cause you don't understand.

Yes, this song is called Perfect, by Simple Plan.

Just a random post, don't roll your eyes.

"It was 3 a.m. when you woke me up,

then we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go,

just to get away."

Everytime - Simple Plan.

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Body rise

I just heard my dog sigh.

Woke up to the sound of the sewing machine.

Just another typical monday, without classes.

Going to make a trip to the bank and grandma's house to collect some aloe vera from her.

Goodness, I'm still sneezing until now.

I really really hate sinus.

"Staring at a maple leaf,

leaning on the mother tree,

I said to myself we all lost touch,

your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries,

and seedless watermelon,

nothing from the ground is good enough."

Chariot - Gavin DeGraw.

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It never ends

Some people are just so lucky,

their parents still buy them expensive stuff.

People like me,

have to work our ass off to get what we want.

Headlines in the newspaper today was all about the fatal express bus accident,

the highway is always known as the "dark zone", in mandarin.

I used up 50% of my energy today at work.

Even on a pair of Air Max 1 I still can feel the pain the heel.

Human beings always interest me,

not psychologically, but wholly.

You think you know them,

but you actually don't understand them at all.

Conclusion? I'm one myself,

but I can't deny the fact that sometimes they are a pain in the ass.

"All the things that I used to say,

all the words that got in the way,

all the things that I used to know,

have gone out the window."

When It's Over - Sugar Ray.

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It's pay back time

Sorry for the late update, peeps :)

In the middle of my semester break,

and I'm back at Nike after enjoying my few days leave from work.

I've been reading that book for, say, 3 months?

Thanks to my Philosophy class, which I had to read another book, Sophie's World.

That explains why I took so long to read that John Madden mystery book.

No doubt, both books are good.

Gee, I wonder when's the result is releasing?

This song can really get stuck in my head 24/7.

"I need you more than anyone darlin',

you know that I have from the start,

so build me up Buttercup,

don't break my heart."

Build Me Up, Buttercup - The Foundations.

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We too are stardust

"If you have a balloon and you paint black spots on it,

the spots will move away from each other as you blow up the balloon.

That's what's happening with the galaxies in the universe.

We say that the universe is expanding."

Taken from,

The Big Bang - Sophie's World.

The Big Bang.

Finals is next week.

Haven't even finished studying Philosophy yet, one more chapter to go.

Psychology & Management left to study.

College today is dull, cold and quiet.

But thanks for making my day,

you know who you are.

"I've been thinking about the meaning of resistance,

of a hope beyond my own,

and suddenly the infinite and penitent,

begin to look like home."

Stars - Switchfoot.

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