Inch by inch, Yard by yard

I was thinking to myself,

no other one can treat me better,

and I'm sure that I want to be with you,

as I close my eyes to sleep in your arms.

The dogs ran out and nearly bit someone again.

And the queen wants to send them away.

College starting in a weeks time,

going to suffer again for the spring semester.

A new year, a new start,

and I realized something,

all hopes seem to be on you as you grow older,

and as the eldest in the family,

I think I know how that feels.

But the funny thing is,

it's not academically.

Walking up the stairs,

I'm on my way :)

"One step at a time,

that's how it's gotta be from now on,

and the reason or rhyme,

for packing up or carrying on."

One Step At A Time - Michael Buble.

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We've just begun

Last year's wishes are this year's apologies.

They say time flies when we enjoy every single moment. 2009 for me was filled with ups and downs. Death of loved ones, failed 2 subjects in 1 semester, got my license, creating a change in the college, improving myself better with trying out new things, ... etc.

Now that 2010 is here, I'm older, I have higher expectations, I have more responsibilities, I have more difficult subjects waiting for me to complete, I have to deal with more assignments, and cravings just cannot stop increasing as always.

Recap of Year 2009 Resolutions

1. Maintain CGPA OF 2.5 and above.

Hmm. Studied so hard but only ended up with a 2.45. Really should try harder.

2. Get a driving license.

The whole process freaking took me 2 months to complete! Passed during the month of November. Phew. And my P license ends on the 11/11/2011. Funny huh?

3. Run every SC events well.

Vice president of student council is never an easy post to take on. Let alone planning and organizing events. Events went not too bad, obviously still need improvement here and there. Now I've passed down the post, no longer have to bear the stress anymore. The best part? Experience.

4. Spend less than RM500 per month.

It was hard at first few months. Now? Spending around RM400+, still not too bad. How did I do it? It's easy, just don't eat so much.

5. Become the best in Sudoku.

Not the best, but definitely improved a whole lot. Tough ones are not a problem anymore :)

6. Get a new purse.

I did. From House of Leather. It smells pretty good too.

7. Collect bestselling novels.

Both books and e-books. Few collections added. Now I'm into murder books, still looking around for John Grishams'.

8. Get a pair of new Nike sneakers.

Choosing a pair of awesome shoes is not easy. After months of look-around I finally settled down with Air Max 1, Safari collection, purple :)

It's really something that wows the crowd ;)

Love the orange interior, retro siot!

Final Result: 5 out of 8, not bad eh?

Time really flies. It's already the first day of 2010!

Year 2010 Resolutions

1. My very own new mountain bike.

Yea, my GTH Rainstorm died. My cravings for cycling hasn't gone down to anywhere yet.

2. CGPA of above 2.5

Slight improvement still okay right?

3. A pair of awesome Nike sneakers.

Before you start rolling your eyes again, let me say first, I've always wanted to collect a pair each year for my collection :) I'm still the Nike freak anyway.

4. Improve my driving skills.

I still need improvement on auto cars.

Don't look at me like that, thank you very much.

5. H-E-A-L-T-H

A medical check-up. And I really have to get a blood test. Just to be sure if I am a Type B negative. *fingers crossed*

6. Make SMBC a success.

SEGi Morning Business Club has already obtained more recognitions we could have ever imagined ever since we founded the club on July '09, but obviously it is not enough. Looking forward to work closely and partner up with all different companies/organizations. Recognitions from Cradle Investment Fund, Kenanga Berhad, MoneyTree, Youth Entrepreneur Malaysia, TryThisOut!, and soon NAZA, really motivated us and for sure many more to come!

Six on my list isn't that bad, right?

Happy new year everyone!

"It's a new world,

it's a new start,

it's alive with the beatings of young hearts,

it's a new day,

it's a new plan,

I've been waiting for you."

Here I Am - Bryan Adams.

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It was 3 a.m.

We talked about our lives until the sun came up.

Browsed through my playlist last night,

came across this one that used to describe my feelings perfectly years ago.

Hey Dad,

look at me,

think back and talk to me.

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time,

doing things I wanna do?

'Cause it hurts when you disapprove all along.

And now I try hard to make it,

I just wanna make you proud.

I'm never gonna be good enough for you.

I can't pretend that I'm alright.

And you can't change me.

'Cause we lost it all,

nothing lasts forever.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Now it's just too late,

and we can't go back.

I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside,

did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me,

now seem so far away.

And it feels like you don't care anymore.

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said,

nothing's gonna make this right again.

Please don't turn your back,

I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you,

'cause you don't understand.

Yes, this song is called Perfect, by Simple Plan.

Just a random post, don't roll your eyes.

"It was 3 a.m. when you woke me up,

then we jumped in the car and drove as far as we could go,

just to get away."

Everytime - Simple Plan.

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Body rise

I just heard my dog sigh.

Woke up to the sound of the sewing machine.

Just another typical monday, without classes.

Going to make a trip to the bank and grandma's house to collect some aloe vera from her.

Goodness, I'm still sneezing until now.

I really really hate sinus.

"Staring at a maple leaf,

leaning on the mother tree,

I said to myself we all lost touch,

your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries,

and seedless watermelon,

nothing from the ground is good enough."

Chariot - Gavin DeGraw.

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It never ends

Some people are just so lucky,

their parents still buy them expensive stuff.

People like me,

have to work our ass off to get what we want.

Headlines in the newspaper today was all about the fatal express bus accident,

the highway is always known as the "dark zone", in mandarin.

I used up 50% of my energy today at work.

Even on a pair of Air Max 1 I still can feel the pain the heel.

Human beings always interest me,

not psychologically, but wholly.

You think you know them,

but you actually don't understand them at all.

Conclusion? I'm one myself,

but I can't deny the fact that sometimes they are a pain in the ass.

"All the things that I used to say,

all the words that got in the way,

all the things that I used to know,

have gone out the window."

When It's Over - Sugar Ray.

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It's pay back time

Sorry for the late update, peeps :)

In the middle of my semester break,

and I'm back at Nike after enjoying my few days leave from work.

I've been reading that book for, say, 3 months?

Thanks to my Philosophy class, which I had to read another book, Sophie's World.

That explains why I took so long to read that John Madden mystery book.

No doubt, both books are good.

Gee, I wonder when's the result is releasing?

This song can really get stuck in my head 24/7.

"I need you more than anyone darlin',

you know that I have from the start,

so build me up Buttercup,

don't break my heart."

Build Me Up, Buttercup - The Foundations.

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We too are stardust

"If you have a balloon and you paint black spots on it,

the spots will move away from each other as you blow up the balloon.

That's what's happening with the galaxies in the universe.

We say that the universe is expanding."

Taken from,

The Big Bang - Sophie's World.

The Big Bang.

Finals is next week.

Haven't even finished studying Philosophy yet, one more chapter to go.

Psychology & Management left to study.

College today is dull, cold and quiet.

But thanks for making my day,

you know who you are.

"I've been thinking about the meaning of resistance,

of a hope beyond my own,

and suddenly the infinite and penitent,

begin to look like home."

Stars - Switchfoot.

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